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Lethargic.
Wednesday, February 8, 2012 @ 1:06 AM
I'm forever and always ignored by you.

When I got really tired and exhausted, and thinks that the world is ending , I realised that, I'm always always always giving a hoot too much. I don't think that I can hold on to this stress already. It's pressurizing me too much.

Everyday, I study and revise for my tests. Over and over again. But, when all of the tests are returned back, my heart starts sinking and I'll have to hold back the tears. I'm always trying to be strong, and at times, when I can't take it any longer, I just let the rope go, an break down. That is me. I'm trying too hard, and always getting things back in despair. No matter how much effort I've put in, I feel like nobody appreciates my effort. All they care about is looks and intelligence.

Today
I had my maths and mothertongue tests. Again. I told you, every single week, they will confirm be a minimum of 2 tests for us. Always. Why does the school keep pressurizing us with this. Not as if the piles of homeworks and classwork are not enough. On top of this? CCAs and Tests.

For science today, we made crystals and we accidentally boiled the Copper (II) Sulphate crystals thingy and we burnt the beaker, but good for us, the teacher put diluted acid substance on it, and all the burnt went off.

(P/s, coke is filled with acid. Drink more coke = teeth thinner. Coke can clean toilet bowls, burnts and stuffs. It acts much more better than Mr Muscle. Hahaha, neh over exagerrate.)

For the other subjects, I was too tired and had no mood to talk that much eventhough I looked so hyper and all. Ah, life is pain okay.

Okay, so photos here now. Eventhough there's only a few. HAHAHA. Enjoy, bye people.