Jamming with zé awezum ones.

So practically today, I skyped super duper ultra early with love. The rest of the day went like this..

I went out with the awesome haziqusyairizhak, afiq and lingpin for jamming at Chinese Garden there. It was awesome because it was my first time jamming, ever. Virgin at jamming! *ba dum tss* They are like super duper talented. All of them! Qusyairi has like the nicest voice ever. Haziq plays the guitar super awesomely & Izhak - THE BEST AMONG THE REST! Their bassist who's supposed to be singing didn't came & I ATTEMPTED TO SING but i was shy. i mean I can sing with a mic in front of people but with them? Neh. Maybe some day I will. They played Fall For You, Kau Ilhamku, More Than Words, and more but most importantly they kept playing 21 GUNS. That was probably my day with them. I also want to have a band. I also want to sing, and play musical instruments with people when I'm bored or sad or happy or whenever! I'm so jealous of them, having a band. I MISS SINGING WITH PEOPLE.

Watching Toy Story 3 now.

The best movie ever. All of disney's pixar's movies are awesome. I actually miss the old disney pixar. I've heard that the disney has changed, now disney is getting more and more ridiculous. Like who in the world wants to watch shows that are originated from malay shows, and translated. It's not cute ok. I WANT MY OLD DISNEY BACK. i want my princesses back. I want my heroes back. I want the monsters back. I want the fishes and sharks back. Monster Inc., Finding Nemo, all the princesses shows, Kim Possible, totally spies, etc. I just want the freaking OLD DISNEY back. That's all. I don't want my childhood to be ruined. I miss all those shows. I don't want upin & ipin, I don't want cicakman, I don't want boboiboy, I don't want Pucca. These shows are so different from last time's movies 😔😞

Okay, now, talk about what?

Let's talk about you now, shall we? 😁

I've practically never felt this loved before. The love I'm feeling now is probably one of the best feeling I can ever have. I get jealous when he talks with other girls, yes. I get upset when he lie to me, yes. But no matter how upset or jealous I am, I can't stay or remain angry with him. He's like über adorable and all I can say is that I truly want him to be mine. Forever. Sometimes I feel like backing off when I find out there are many girls out there who likes him, because I don't want to fight with anyone but then again, I realized, why should I be the one giving up. Sometimes I'm too weak, sometimes I'm too vulnerable. I shouldn't back down, not right now. He might not be as sweet as my past, he might not be the same as them, he might not treat me the way they do but that's the last things I want him to do/be. I appreciate him for who he is, I appreciate him for what he's doing. No guy has ever made me felt that way. No guy has ever dared to do what he his doing. He's the best I've ever had & I promise that as long as you're trying I won't leave 😘😍

HEADACHE LAAAAAA! 😖

lots of love. Bye 😊

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