Woke up at 9 today. Practically did nothing. Today is completely boring. I feel super bored today. Ultra bored. Oh god. I still feel bored now. When I'm bored I eat, but apparently I woke up vomitting. I didn't even had the chance to eat, and I vomitted. It was raining, I was shivering. He went to gym and I didn't reply him for 2 hours. Practically because I was having ultra breathing difficulties & also I was vomitting. I wanted to tell him but then again, will he care? Mum was again nagging me about how I look ultra pale and stuffs. Of course, I just vomitted. Why would I not look paaaale? I've a strong ultra feeling that my breathing difficulty will be back to bother me again. It hurts. It hurts ultra a lot. I can't breathe using my nose. I have to bring using my mouth but each time I do, I can only take deep breaths and when I do that, my chest will hurt super terribly and my head will do that 1 sec migraine thingy. It hurts damn badly. Okay maybe I should just chill and pray that nothing'll happen.
I actually have nothing much to say because I did nothing at all today. I actually indirect tweeted to that dude because he was like acting as if he was a hotstuff saying,"Waah a lot of girls look at me when I'm not looking. My sister said." Ew, might as well say,"Aww I'm such a hotstuff that the girls are all looking at me." Then he keep talking about people, insulting them because we're talking about 1) I am zarinah. Real name is zarinah. Short name is zarinah. My name is zarinah. Long name is zarinah. Call me zarinah. 2) I love pink. All types of pink, hot pink, baby pink, milk pink, pink pink, all pink. 3) I have 6 awesome best friends - Liyana, Fatiha, Fatin, Huda, Natasya & Fitri. Of course I love them. A lot. 4) I'm attached to the most wonderful guy in the universe. 3 guys - Hein Htet, James, Izhak. My handsome cutie 😍 5) I'm in NPCC and I really really love outdoor activities. I love hardcore trainings that I can go home each day and complain about. I love outdoor activities. I love challenges. I'm not like typical girls. I love shooting and I love drills. I love to do PT. I love to feel as if I've wasted my time doing something productive. I just love being under the sun. 6) I am weird. Weird in a sense that I'm not like other girls in the world. Yes, I can cook. I can bake. I can clean the house, wash the clothes, dress up and all but the problem with me is I'm like a normal girl plus 1/5 of a guy. I can do everything a girl can but I'd rather not. I can put on makeup, dress up and all but I rather not. I rather buy food than clothes. I rather play COD than playing dress-up games. I rather do silat than go shopping. I'm so peculiar, but I feel better that way. It's just me. I am totally different and I change in the environment. I'm a nerd in school, a couch potato at home, and a different person outside. I can put on make up and wear a dress or I can just go out naturally with a tshirt a jeans. I don't mind at all. 7) I am half-malay, half-cute. Okay? Chey no what the hell, I'm just kidding, I'm half-malay, half-pinoy & my other sides' relatives are all at Philippines and I miss them so much. Sigh. 8) I've always wanted to be an air stewardess but 1) I'm too short 2) I'm too fat 3) I'm too ugly 4) I'm 1, 2 & 3. So, now I want to become a lawyer because everyone who has known me will always say "When zarinah grows up, you can be a lawyer, because you're ultra smart and fast in thinking of words to counter attack back or your replies are all true. Even if it's not and you're wrong, we'll still feel convince that you're right because you always reply with evidence." Yes, I get this a lot. But I don't want to be, because I'm scared I get sued. 9) I can't wink. I can't burp. I mean I can if I want to, but my wink looks like bleah and my burp is actually my own voice making it up. I'm so weird. 10) I love foods. I love chocolates. I love mee rebus. I love PIZZArinah. I love satay. I love Bandung. I love Passionfruit. I love Ice Lemon Tea. I love everything there is to love about food because no food is to be unloved. This is ultra lame because all of the above has been mentioned on my twitter a lot of times. If you don't know all these, it means you don't follow me on twitter, it means you're not awesome & to be awesome you have to follow me on twitter - @ilovezeee. Okay I'm just kidding, follow me at risk because my tweets are ultra random. Maintain eh Hafiz Tictac unfollowed me. Last time you delete me off facebook, then add back. Now you unfollow me. Don't want wish you happy birthday uh! My cutie just woke up. Hehehe! Time to disturb him & watch Spiderman 3, again. Bleah. Oh, and tomorrow, I'm going out with Liyana, Huda & Natasya for preparation of Youth Day Carnival. Maybe Nadhirah too? ✌ I'll end this abruptly again with a phpto of a weird girl taken on the 14th June 2012. Like a ghost 😏 |