Note: I shall not continue from the post below because I just lost the feeling to continue writing from there.

It's the 2nd week of school and here I am in my room, sighing to myself because I'm having a headache. Like seriously, a headache. Why oh why. Why now, why? I've maths homework to hand in tomorrow and I'm practically ultra tired.

This morning I woke up having a nightmare about Dry run and Youth day. It was a complete failure. It was ultra nightmare because I woke up and fell back to sleep countless times and the last time where I woke up was when I realized I've got school today. I totally forgot all about school because of that nightmare. Prepared and grabbed everything for dry run before dashing out of the house. Still need wait bus for I don't know, 15 minutes or so. Ultra long. A full bus came then there's this granny who saw me and was like "Eh sit down, sit down." while pulling my plastics and all then I was like smiling and said I didn't want to because 1) it's a reserved seating and 2) I didn't even want to sit down. Then she said,"Saya tengok lu bawa manyak manyak benda uh, saya kesiankan ah. Saya sayang lu. Saya rasa macam mana lu rasa angkat manyak manyak benda ah. Lu bawa ini semua untuk apa? Lu ada makan makan ah? Makan roti sahaja ah? Hari-hari masak ah?" All I could do was smile and nod my head because her malay was unclear and I could barely understand anything until like 50 000 years of thinking deeply. Hehe.

I didn't even get to reply my cutie because the bus was completely packed and the popsicles, cheese and hotdogs were on my lap; I was freezing and all. I saw him at the bus stop not even knowing he reached first and I was like so glad to see him. I just felt like giving a hug that instance and assured him that everything was fine. You would totally be surprised that I'm still thinking about whatever happened yesterday but yes, I just wanted to tell him that everything is alright and that I'm there for him. Of course, I couldn't. School uniform. Heh. We went in, and he sent me to class.

When I reach class, I went to Home Economics room to put the ingredients for awhile and then we went to hall earlier to see them taking their ICs. Only 3E1-3E3. Yes la, my class so unwanted.

Malay > Maths > Recess > D&T > Recess > History

Malay was okay with Cikgu Farah.
Maths was okay with Ms Phang.
Recess was okay with bestfriends.
D&T was okay with Mr Ngian/Tan.
History was okay with Ms Smitha.

HAHAHAHA 😂

Okay everything was about studying and all and I passed my Amaths test and I wasn't happy at all because I believed I CAN DO way better than that. I shouldn't have left the 1 question empty 😔

My classmate brought a gun. For $2. At Daiso. Using class fund, so that gun is also mine. Hahahahaha! I played with it throughout the day and me and Liyana planned to scare Izhak and then right, she walked past 2E1 then if I'm not wrong he came out then I was hiding beside the wall exactly beside him at the NPCC room there. When I wanted to take out the gun to scare him, I realized he went in already. Okay mission FAILED!

So we had a problem over the cooking issue at the Home Economics room there so we didn't cook. We went to the briefing at ISH first and then I found out that Izhak was alone, so I went to search for him only to find out he was with his friend. So, I walked away. Paisey, then we went down to canteen together before going up to ISH.

After the briefing, we went to class and we ate pizza and and and played games together and all. It was more to a class "party" then a Dry Run. The whole class was there but we were playing games instead of preparing for the Dry Run and we didn't even do anything. Even Ms Khoo joined in. So cute. We didn't use the popsicles or anything so we gave it to Ms khoo, me, izhak, liyana, fatiha, fatin, huda, natasya, mariatul, nadhirah and haziq&gang. Fatiha & Huda again, fangirled over me & Izhak, again because they read the card he gave me and every single time I see him or wave at him or they see him or I talk to him or JUST PASSED BY HIM they'll start to fangirl and go all awwww. Sigh. Back to dry run. The teachers didn't even check our "imaginary booths" at all. Like pfft okay shouldn't complain because overall it was fun, not doing anything and all. Hehe.

Walked to bus stop with Izhak, Liyana, Fatiha & Fitri. Ah shit he did something that made me ultra ultra shocked beyond words because no one has ever done that before and i was like gaaah and i just showed that reaction that no one saw but gaaah in my heart there was a firework exploding again and again and my heart beat faster and super fast and it just skipped a beat and I was still like gaaaah and gaaaaaaaah. why must he be ultra sweet ☺

Okay so I know this post has exactly no link to my previous post below that I said I want to continue on but then again I lost the "feeling" to write anymore so maybe next time 😝

OH so setting up is on Friday at 2.30pm. I've NPCC, Huda and Rebecc has RCY, Natasya & Liyana has Chem sup, Mariatul and Nadhirah has band. What? Whyyyyy!

NCC's pixelised uniform are so pheewit and nice la but then the part where the rank is at the center of the body is like *krikkkkkk krik*

WHOPP WHOOP ERISVINA MARISSA WHATSAPPED ME. SHIT I MISS VINA DINDA NADYN JASMINE AND KHOER A LOT 😭

Abrupt. Ending. BYE.