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I FEEL BLISS
I'll be who you don't expect me to be
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4th day of Ramadhan
Tuesday, July 24, 2012 @ 4:53 AM
Everytime I miss you, I'll pretend you're my pillow and I'll hug it super tightly.

DEAR > MT > Maths > Recess > D&T > Maths > History

DEAR was normal.
MT was normal.
Maths was normal.
Recess was normal.
D&T was normal.
Maths was normal.
History was normal.

Got back maths test, I passed. Got back history, I failed. Ha. Ha. Ha. During recess right, we went to the library and Bobby, Ismael, Shafiq etc's gang were all there then they kept looking and talking about us. Pshh, so annoying. Then Aan Triangle just followed me on twitter. Something's not right. Confirm plus chop they talked about us. Ugh.


NDP rehearsal was cancelled and we have to go guitar. Oh god, shit no. I dread it so freaking badly. Not that it's bad or what. It's just that I'm not motivated to go guitar ensemble anymore. No one's motivating me to. I used to like going guitar, always looking forward. Yeah, that was when Mr Adrian and Mr Edward taught us. They treated all of us like family. All of is were super duper close. After the sec 4s and 5s graduated, the guitar is no longer bonded and I always feel so left out. Even when they play the piece, there was no 'feel' at all. We used to all have that "feel" everytime we play together. We always put in all our best and we've never did once felt left out or anything. Now Mr Ng's teaching and we all, the seniors, always go there not knowing what to do. Why? Because when they learnt how to play Yesterday, we were all at China. When we returned, we had no idea how to play at all, then we learnt, but Mr Joey back then didn't even want to teach us properly. He kept saying that everything was fine, except the tuning. No, it's not fine. EVERYTHING WASN'T FINE. Everytime we go training, he'll tell us to not play because he wants to hear how the juniors are without us. So, he tells us to sleep or rest everytime we go training. Apparently, we didn't learn anything back then. Now, Mr Ng wants us to play it, and he has high expectations of us too. Sadly, we're not even going to guitar anymore. We've told Ms Liau we're quitting SYF. We already told her we don't want to learn the new piece. We just dread going to CCA. It's sad that I've to say this because before this, I've never ever had problems going to guitar. I've always always always love going to guitar. A lot have change. A lot, a lot. I miss everyone who used to be in guitar. I just do. I don't see any purpose and reason for me to go guitar anymore. Everytime we go, there's just no space for us anymore. All of the new guitar 1s replaced us and we're just there - invisible. No one bothered about us like how our seniors bothered about us last time. We're all always sitting together and playing together. Even when most of the sec 4s joined in later, we made them felt comfortable and we always play with them together and try to teach each other. Now? No one cares. They just look at us as "seniors". I don't want that. I just want to be that friend, that guitar mate. No matter what age I am, just teach me, I'll teach you, care for me, I'll care for you. Sigh.

So we didn't go guitar, Ms liau told us to planned for guitar thingy and we did for awhile before we did our homeworks. Then we went to bazaar. Huda wanted to break fast with me but I didn't want to because I'd rather my friends spend time with their family than sacrifice it for me. Doesn't matter that I'm always breaking fast alone.

I ate pisang goreng, dendeng, mee and a lot more. Drank banduuuuung 😍


I miss the past. I just do, a lot.
Picture taken in Chengdu, China.

You see the picture below with the waitress? Ha. Ha. Ha. The best memories ever. Shall share it with anyone who asked me about it! Oh and yes, we're always in the photos. Hmm.