Went to school with him. Reached school at 6.30 AM. We must be mad. Hahaha.
Assembly > CE > Chemistry > Recess > Biology > English > Lunch > Malay > PE Assembly was about Muslims fasting, thermometer and also prize giving ceremony for those who participated in the Science competition. Hadi: The competition.. was fun. *silence* Crowd: *laughs* CE: Did target settings for EOY and O levels. The school's expectations were too high for me. Mostly Bs but it's like from fail to B? You must be mad. Then my target were all C. Talking about my grades to Izhak? Uh, no thanks. Feel so demoralized 😔 Chemistry, continued studying on the Acids and Bases chapter. Recess, went to zé library and the E4s were supposed to study for Biology while the E3s were supposed to do their malay composition. In the end we all talked about when to buka, where to buka and stuffs like that. Ha. Ha. Ha. Biology, we have test and oh god I don't know anything and I'm just going to screw it again. Irony how I got 12/13 for the Worksheet? Meh, the worksheet's included in the CA, so god bless me. For once I passed biology. Ha. Ha. Ha. Just for the worksheet only. Pshh. English, what did we do for English? I wasn't paying attention at all. What the hell just happened in English? Omg, how could I forgot? Oh no. Shit. Ah, whatever. Lunch, continued with Malay composition in class. Malay, Cikgu Farah taught us and we did some works and all uh. PE, Mr seo went for shooting with the NCC dudes. So Ms Phang took over our class and started our test at 2.30. We could have started at 1.50 sharp but then Ms Phang didn't want us to finish our test at 2.50 and go to the other classes telling them the questions because that was what happened last time, I heard? Uh ya. After school, went home straight. I actually cried after I put down the phone while talking to him. I was hurt, yes. I've been hurt since long long time ago. His jokes sometimes are too extreme to me. Like I'm so insecure and sensitive and sometimes I feel like his jokes are really.. serious. Like he really meant it. There's always a little truth in that "Just kidding" or "chey". Sigh. I don't know if I batal my puasa uh, but meh, shall just pay back puasa just in case I batal today because I cried. Didn't go terawih at Masjid. Just terawih-ed at home. Ok byebye mwah. |