CE > Chemistry > Recess > Biology > English > Lunch > Mt > PE

CE > We did something on National Day and why we love Singapore and all the reflections and stuff like that uh. Ms Khoo was okay at first until nearing the end of the CE lesson where she got mad out of a sudden.

Chemistry > That time Ms khoo already scolded us just because 1) we showed poker faces and 2) we didn't hand in form or something. Firstly, I was feeling ultra sad enough. She spent the whole 2 periods scolding and reprimanding us about the freaking progress report file which at first, she thought only a few handed in. What she didn't know was that we handed it all to Ms Phang. What she didn't know is that we're trying our best not to disappoint them. What she doesn't know is that behind the scenes, my classmates have been sending text messages, tweeting and facebooking to each other just to remind each other regarding the work. She jumped to conclusion saying that we were irresponsible. When actually, the number of peoples who handed in the progress report file is actually 35/40 which in like 1 day, is actually quite amazing enough. So apparently, she suddenly jumped from that to the next. She claimed that we showed our poker faces to her which was obviously ultra lame. That's our faces. We can't do anything about it, do you expect us to smile at you throughout the lessons? Also, if you want us to smile, why not make jokes instead of constantly going through the subject without stopping? She then said if we continued our poker faces, she'll sen us to perform teachers' day the song Poker Face - Lady Gaga. Then now, she said if we still show our poker faces she'll then go and call us in front and make 4 different facial expressions. I know you're not a psychologist and I know we have facial muscles but still, you come to class with that sulk daily and you expect us to smile. Just because she's having a bad day with her baby and all, she's trying to drag our moods down with her too. Next, she compared our class to the 3E1 saying that we were weak academically and based on attitude. Yes, I wouldn't even say I was pretty much insulted or what, but the fact that you compared us to another class which was much more smarter? It's unfair. It's not only her, it's a few other teachers but as our form teacher, those insults are just like knives piercing through the heart. She promised that she won't ever compare us to the other classes because it's unfair but why does she constantly do so? Why does she always have to compare us? Then, she told us that she dislike and despised coming to our class to teach. Yes, she said this exactly,"I dread coming to this class to teach. Yknow how students dread going to some lessons like Social Studies? Yes, I dread coming to this class to see the poker faces." Hurtful much. It wouldn't even be that hurtful had it came from other teachers' mouth but from our own form teacher who we really admire like a no other. Yes, 3E4 love Ms Khoo and Ms Phang like no other teachers we love. How would you even feel if a teacher dreads coming to class to teach you? Like, they're not sincere in teaching anymore. I lost my mood in studying. Those insults are not even helping in pushing us forward, it's more aid by bringing me down. The best is when she asked what do we like about 3E4, and when Jonathan said,"I like that we're united." and she gave that smirk and laughed sarcastically,"United?" 😏 That was how hurtful it felt. Everything just came crashing into our heads. Everything was just our fault. We're trying so hard to change. Actually, I don't see why are the teachers so pissed off with us being quiet in class. Us being quiet is better what, we can concentrate better in class and anyway, how would the teachers now whether we're united or not? We are okay. I love this class way better than any other classes there are because this class is responsible and we love each other like family. I seriously feel loved in 3E4. I know that we're the most stupidest class there is. Taking Biology and our class is like the leftovers class right? Yes it hurt when Fatiha said we're the leftover class but still, I know that we're dumb. I know that I'm stupid. I know. Thank you to everyone who repeatedly compare us. Who repeatedly says that indirectly. I've heard that the other teachers are laughing at our class because we're competitive over finishing the subjects fast? The other teachers in the staff room even said that no matter what, our class go faster or slower in chapters, we'll never ever get better grades because E1 and E2's standards are much more higher and that they're more smarter. YES, TELL ME HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL ABOUT THAT?! No grudges against anyone. Just stating my viewpoint.

Recess > Library. Read some random book which I had no mood on to read on. Sigh.

Biology > Learnt about the whole chapter of transport in humans today but I still can't understand anything except the LUB DUB sound. Ha. Ha.

English > Need to invent something that can help the students in studies better. But failed, we were too busy having fun. Teehee.

Lunch > Me, Natasya, Huda and Liyana were busy having fun playing scissors paper stone to see who win who to go to which place to break fast. Teehee. I keep winning - representing burger king, but Natasya die die don't want to go. She wants to go Long John so badly. Hahaha.

MT > Saw them talking about us. Yknow if you're not happy with us you can just tell us straight to the face. Don't ever show your attitude towards us because we've made an effort to ask you guys out. We made an effort to plan all these. We made an effort to make sure we are bonded together but no, you guys are easily rejecting us in our faces and we've been busily planning this for weeks. So unappreciated! Oh, we acted on a scene about the Narrative writing someone made. So funny.

PE > Played volleyball. It was ultra boring just because it was. I can't even say how boring it was because ya, sigh. It just was okay.

NDP > Same. Normal. Routine. UGH BORING. Mr Amran said something like,"You guys have been the best batch ever to do this perfectly." Ha. Ha. Ha. What if he's saying these to all the batch every single year? 😏

After NDP > Break fast with Liyana, Natasya and Huda at um LJS. It was fun being with them and our phones were to be placed at the center because we're just too addicted with our phones. Meh, we played Taboo and hehe. It was fun! Huda wanted to see the chocolate condom? So, we went and I saw it for the fast time. And sanitary pads marshmallow? Seriously? Imagine one day we go to school taking out one of those and offering our friends. "So who wants some sanitary pads? It's nice!" hahaha.

After buka > Met Izhak and aww I CAN CARRY HIM. See, I also muscular. Chey no luh, i no muscles but i still have the ability to carry a lot of things ok. Never understimate the power of a girl. Teehee. I WAS LIKE, "Izhak so skinny. Where got muscles." or something like that and then he showed me then I was like 😱😱😱😱 "WHERE DID THAT CAME FROM?!" HEHEHE. His muscles are so cute. Like egg.

Okay enough said. Done. TOODLES!