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Sports Extravaganza
Saturday, August 25, 2012 @ 8:00 AM
Hello everyone. Today we have sports extravaganza, so I went with Izhak to Jurong Lake Park because all my friends abandoned me. *emo* Nadhirah texted me early in the morning saying she's not coming. Ah sigh. So, I went with Izhak and we were early so we went and sit and play the children maze. We need a day where we meet just to talk. Just both of us. No talking about school-related shits. Just talk about us.

Then we go for the kayak race and we lost. Mwahaha, but that's okay. We are proud losers and when Fatiha asked how was it, Izhak went all like,"It was romantic." Then after which we went to erm, the prize presentation or something and we went to the toilet and spend the time walking to and fro and looking at a monkey and stuffs just to waste time. Ok actually no, we didn't plan it. This year they gave mineral water and everyone complained. Excuse me, you think mineral water no need pay is it?! Need okay. And anyway you want your Milo truck or 100plus truck right? That one all is free ok, don't say our school now budget or what shit because they forked out money to but waters, to set up tentages, to rent up roller blades and kayaks, to bring the detector thingy for runners. Don't complain please, for once, just be competitive.

Then we went to Macdonalds and saw Mr Razak at the drive-thru. Ate fillet-o-fish meal and I was ultra full uh. Insecurities throughout. I feel super insecured with everyone he used to like. Like A____. Super insecure. She's pretty, no doubt and she kept on saying "I'm fat." on twitter then I'm like,"If you're fat, then what am I? An elephant? If you're short, then what am I? A dwarf?" Insecurities overcoming me over anything else. More insecured when someone said this,"Is there anything you're not afraid of?" and shits like that. Not a million compliments ever pay back that one insult. Nope. Not at all. I am aware of my flaws, I know I'm ugly, I know I'm fat, I know I'm stupid, I know I suck but there's one thing I also know, I KNOW THAT I DON'T NEED ANYONE TO CONSTANTLY REMIND ME OF MY FLAWS. Once? Twice? Thrice? Fine. Remind me all you want, but adding a little sarcasm and insult in it? Go away, just go away. Comparing myself to everyone else, I'll always be the lowest. Among my friends and family? Ugliest, fattest, stupid-est. Aw sad.

Should stop ranting but but but don't you guys like it when I rant? I type a lot yknow and my english gets all horrible and shits - giving you another point to insult me at :')

So after eating at Macdonalds, we went home and I showered and went jalan raya and all the houses we went to were like having open house therefore all the house have food served, and all the house have chicken. Oh god, why! So, yes I've gained 20kg from all that eating from house to house. Might be doing this again tomorrow. Ugh. I need to study for Biology for goodness sake and now I'm just ultra tired.

Shall wake up earlier to study for test. Insyallah boleh, amin. Ok super tired right now. I totally have no mood throughout the day and I was quiet while rayaing which was so unlike me. Even halfway at Macdonalds, half of me just wanted to faint there and sleeeeep until my tiredness all fade away. Sigh.

Okay. Enjoy the lame photos. Haha. Bye.