Did I ever use this title before?

Oh wait, I don't care.

Today I used a lot of capital letters and I mean a lot. The capital letters were all rapping my eyes and I was just screaming the words in my head while reading them.

Morning, I went to class first and put my back then Izhak came and we played with his Poker cards or something like that then I brought my invisible heavy bag up to class and we did our English common test. I was sleeping and I woke up with a red mark on my forehead. I'm so awesome like that. After english test was D&T, 2 periods. Huda did not buy the spray paint so we did not do anything much today. Recess, um, normal recess like every other. Afterwards was English. Before recess, Ms Liau text us to go find her at Dance studio. So we went there and Ms Liau talked to us about the songs and then bell rung, so we went back to class but Mr Ray was inside as Mdm Nisha never come because apparently she's still enjoying her raya. Ehem. So we saw Mr ray in the class only and we u-turned back to the Dance studio and huda was so drama mama with her fake cry and stuff. Ms Liau let us skip our English lesson then we go for one period of English only but Mr Ray was still there then we just enter the class like nothing happened but he also never ask anything. So, we used our phone for the next um 40 minutes in class and went to History. 35 minutes of hell. I just miss Mr Shoon so much. Lunch and we went down halfway through lunch and talked with friends all. Fatin permed her hair and I at first thought she tied bun and let go and the curls became like that then she was unhappy and regretted perming her hair because she didn't want the curls to be that way. She wanted it to be like me and fatiha's curls. That's what she saaaaid. Then we go to um, go chemistry lab for practical and them we go class for mathematics. Throughout the day I was having headache, so I was literally wanting to bang my head on the wall so freaking badly. Ms Phang taught us new chapter on Trigonometry for Amaths. sin dither = cos pi - dither, sin pi/3 = sin 60 etc. NO. Ok that part was fun eventhough I haven't finish memorizing all the formulas hm. Then there was the quadrant thingy that we have to learn about ASTC thingy. Omg, i can't even digest them all already. Head banging.

After that, me and Liyana never go to the meeting for kayaking shit. We just went to jp and she bought her stuffs and i bought mine and we went home. Izhak, Y U SO HANDSOME. Can i just kidnap you already 😍

Insecured. I'm super insecured everytime I'm with him. I don't like it when people look to me face to face or eye to eye because my face's so ugly and so full of flaws. He always stare at me so near some more and I always feel super insecured because compared to him, my face is so much more ugh. Can I just cry right now? 😔

P/s, my dad opened the letter box and I got a card from Huda! Hari raya card! So touched until can just cry yknow. Speaking of card, I have not completed the Hari raya card. Oh shit!

Ok, so overall my day was alright and guess what people? It's IZHAK's birthday tomorrow! 🎉🎈 Sorry in advanced because i do not have a good enough gift or present for you or at least even one. So sorry. I love you Izhak 😘

Ok. I want shower now and um do my card. Tooooooodles.