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Tuesday, October 23, 2012 @ 8:30 AM
Bridging classes are officially starting tomorrow and I can honestly say that I am not in the least excited to attend classes. Who is? Exams are over yet we've not had a single chance to unwind ourselves. Continuous studies. Those who are even having the same timetable or are even in our shoes, I suggest you take a step back and shut your mouth. No point judging, no point saying we're attention seekers or whatever, because once you reach this stage, you'll understand why is it so hard for us to accept the change. Well, obviously, the pressure drilled at us is just too much.

I actually feel kind of motivated if teachers or anyone talk to me about studies. Obviously I am unhappy with my results, like duh. Studied hard and the results are just plain disturbing. I must buck up. Keyword: MUST. I know I'm busy with prom night, SPA and also SYF, UCC, POP. All of these, should be mentally prepared right now all the way till next year. It's not going to be the same like how we used to be for the past few year. Once you've reached this stage in life, you'll feel a lot of remorse and regrets. At one point of the life, you'll probably give up.

I feel like telling everyone around me to stop caring and dreaming of growing up too fast. When I was younger, I've always wanted to grow up faster but honestly, growing up is definitely a painful process. If possible, I would want the process to be less hectic, taxing and tiring.

Sometimes, it just feels kind of weird that I'm only 15 and I'm suffering all these right now. My school officially ends on the 16th November. That's okay, I need to switch off my mindest lf a typical teenage girl. I need to bang my head and find the switch thatstates "hardcore studying all the way" and never switch it off because I'll probably be a robot after this. Shall go home earlier, and start studying also. I'm quite tired actually but that's okay, I'll get on with this.

At least, I'm quite lucky because I have someone who's willing to lend his shoulder and listening ear to me and reminding me that I am not alone. He's always been there for me and he's always cheering me up every single day. Making me laugh so hard till abs developed slowly and till I cried. Tears of joy 😂

Okay, this is supposed to be continued but I got tired, lazy and droopy. So goodnight people! See you tomorrow if I were to see you guys. Goodbye!

P/s, I love my boyfriend, now go away. Thanks.