Yes, i said i would do my next post on my beloved boyfriend but no, before I do that, which is for tomorrow, I'll post exactly what I feel about relationships & the people surrounding it.

I honestly, and sincerely speak up on this issue because I can't stand how people keep on saying that just because a friend of yours are in a relationship, friendships are ruined. Hell no, it doesn't. How about you look at the matter this way, when you've a long friendship with an old friend and here comes along a teacher, does the teacher ruin your friendship? It obviously does not. I don't get the point as to why some people are just so one-sided on their own view and keep claiming that "oh look, my friend is in a relationship, so he's not my friend anymore." what kind of an attitude is this even? You don't want the friendship to end so why not you start doing something for goodness' sake before you talk. You say that as if you've been a pleasantly, amazing friend to be with all these while, but sorry to break your fragile heart, you didn't, you weren't, you have not, and you never will be. Why not? Because your attitude shouts it out loud.

Obviously it does take two hands to clap. Unless the person in the relationship ignores you to no end where they treat you as if you're invisible or have no existence whatsoever, how about you sit down and just shut up? Stop complaining about how your friend who's in a relationship is always leaving you out or what shit. EXCUSE ME. A RELATIONSHIP IS <3 (less than 3) So what legal statement do you have to proclaim it as a three-way threelationship or what sort? it's not ok. You're not included in any events just because it's a couple thing. A DOUBLE COUPLE THING. Two people. As I can see it, most of the couples still treasure their friendship but anyhoo, some people just love to think that the cup is half empty. Right, you're the negative mind-thinker and pessimist here, so what rights do you have to put the blame on the couple? What excuse do you want to say so that we would have to give in to you because as far as I know and as far as I care, (for my case) WE, HAVE BEEN TRYING HARD ENOUGH TO MAINTAIN THE FRIENDSHIP. We, if you've not noticed that already, have already been trying to stop the freaking friendship from salvaging. How about you just shut up now because if you wouldn't mind to take the blame, it totally shouldn't hurt when you say "it takes only one hand to slap."

Obviously, I'm typing all these because I've a life experience myself that no words can even explain how I feel right now. I just don't get why some people, just remain so childish and talk about people so directly yet indirectly? Yoy meant it to be for us, so why don't you just state our name there. Why so afraid, coward?

Speaking of coward, what kind of a friend even bother to do something supposedly daring but somehow backing out when some shit happens or something goes wrong. How about no? How about you listen good, sit down and tie up your hands, staple up your mouth. How about that? Good isn't it? At least you'll be a less of a sinner and commiting them daily. You know I may not be perfect too but you wanna know something? I'm a sinner, yes but at least I know when to stop. At least I know what's my limit. At least I don't stop over the line. At least I know when to stop whenever it is time to stop because for goodness sake, at least I'm someone with a HEART. Yes do you even know what is a heart? Do you know whatis it? A heart is that organ beating non-stop in you, oh wait can you feel it? No? Well of course not, you don't have any right? Just because you've back up from your friends, you're not afraid. HOW ABOUT I TALK TO YOU ONE-ON-ONE AND WE'LL SEE WHO GETS THE LAST LAUGH?

I don't see any confidence in any of you. You guys are just feigning your pride, acting all bitchy and stuffs. Oh god, please lead them to the right path. Show them that not everyone gets success just by being "famous" or being a gangster (big) because when you grow old, no one will bother to respect you. Seriously, no one at all.

Look up there again, and read what I said about sitting down? Haha. I'm actually having a hard time stooping down to your level just because of how immatured you guys are. Before you speak, please remember to fully develop your brains a little more so you'll comprehend what in the world the word "feelings" really is. Maybe, after you've gotten yourself a heart and also fully developed a brain for yourselves, then would you be able to understand everything.

Oh gosh, I forgot. You probably only have feelings only when you are the one getting insulted, discriminated, left out, bullied, how about everything when being in my shoes. Try being in my shoes? HAHAHAHA no way man. No way, i believe you guys wouldn't want to lead a life like mine.

Anyway, girl, stop posting how emotional you are. Because truthfully no one really cares about what you feel, this is how the society actually runs. Well effed up? True, but this is life. Unfair? Well, bear with it if you want to continue living.

It's annoying how people keep posting how horrible their lives are? AND WORST, LET EVERYONE SEE IT. Like god bless you, please see that you're seriously seeking for attention. Please look back and realize how silly you were before. You'll see one day that all you've been doing now has always been inappropriate. You'll look back one day and questioned yourself why you have been emoing all day long and always posting "feel like crying rn", rightttt. Anyway, you know, THERE ARE WAY MILLIONS AND MILLIONS OTHER HUMAN BEINGS IN THE WORLD WHO HAVE THEIR PERSONAL PROBLEMS! You know that yourself. And imagine every single human in the world who exists like you? Wouldn't all our lives be in despair and distress. You see, i have my own personal problems too but that doesn't mean I should post them out right? Because if I do, then everybody will be suffering seeing my problems. So how about everyone just shut up and be happy already? Show how cheerful you are so people won't judge you to be an attention seeker?

Yes, I'm super sad right now but that's okay. Left out? Used to it. With family left out, with friends left out, with my friends, with his friends, with classmates, with everyone. Doesn't really matter uh. About people judging that relationships ruin friendships, please uh. I said please. Please don't generalize all of us. Just because some people have ever done it before it doesn't mean that all the couples are the same ok.

Frustrated but yknow, maybe I should also calm myself down so that I won't look aged anymore. Quite tiring to be me, but that's what I enjoy. Challenges? With God's will and blessings, I pray that I can counter and overcome all of these setbacks. God bless me. Amin.

Oh and if that tweet was directed at him, here I am standing up for him. For my sake, and yours, please do understand that if it's all about me right, he wouldn't be thinking about NCC or class outing or whatever because it OBVIOUSLY IS NOT ALL ABOUT ME.

Thanks.

Take care everyone, i love all of you. As Ellen always say,"Be kind to one another." 😍😘

P/s, I love this cutie here.